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January 1, 2011 at 9:52pm

I find it fitting and ironic that my current status is "Change Happens" meanwhile, as I read over the last entry posted about 7 years ago I read this, "I'm going somewhere...I just wish I knew where I was going, when I would be arriving, and who would be with me." Change has been an active and current theme in my life. To look back and know that as a graduate of highschool I faced the uncertainties of what was next. Now I am in college at the ripe age of 25 and I know exactly what I should be doing. The only uncertainty that plagues me now is how God will show His divine will next in my life.
And this no longer scares me but excites me! I live to see how life will change and I have learned that fighting it is useless and pointless. Embrace it and hold tight-most likely it will be a ride you will never want to forget!

Dear Z,
It is the first day of 2011. And you have just stumbled across a very old blog entry. Seven years is a long time, but not as long as God has intended for you to live. I am writing you-myself- to remind you to stop and look back. Wherever you are now, remember how you got there. Remember the card of Peter struggling against the waves and the blessed Saviour lifting him out with a touch of his hand. Remember? That was a tough day and your CPO box held that one card. The image was all you needed. Walk by faith!!! At all times and never waver or grow weary. God's plan cannot be stopped by a bill that is due in 14 days. He is the master of both earth and sky. And as you read this you're probably thinking back to just how God met that financial need. Maybe it's graduation and you're sharing a laugh with Tiffany, looking out over the crowd that has gathered to see you cross the stage. Your parents are somewhere out there, maybe even your brother, his wife, and your four year old neice. They are proud and beaming!
But you know what the greatest part of this voyage is? You are one step closer to Romania. To that calling that has been in your heart ever since you first heard about that country and the people who live there.
No more Bach....maybe. haha
You may never even read this again. It might be deleted as void and empty space in the near future.
Don't forget-

"In Christ ALone, I place my trust. And find my glory in the power of the Cross. In every victory, let it be said of me. My source of strength, my source of hope....In Christ ALONE!"

Congrats Grad!

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August 21, 2004 at 4:44pm

HA! It's Saturday and I am feeling much better. A lot of time has past and all is well that ends well! I've never been real good with diaries or journals..ha! not even with blogs. I'm almost done with school! For good! But I can't seem to think of anything to write when it comes to my essays. GAH! Trapped in an essay, awful place to be! Well, my forum is under construction. I've been making some changes. Oh yes! And we are having a Mod election! Crazy idea but I like it! Can't wait! hehehe Well, I better get back to fixing a few things and then I have to post the rest of my story for a friend's birthday gift!


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Try Not To Worry

August 1, 2004 at 11:01pm

Today hasn't been one of my usual days. A usual day for me is...well, it's usual! Ok...My days are usually uplifting. I rarely have those "down" days, but I think it caught up with me. It's one of those days that words can't describe. Lack of inspiration happens to be one of the symptoms. Spelling should also be added to that list, bad spelling! But for lack of inspiration I did manage to write four poems, all dreary I should add.
I taught the little kids in Sunday school. That was at the very beginning of this day, when things were ok. I had fun teaching the kids. I won't have many opportunities in the future. Plus, it was a last minute, bail-me-out situation. So I was a sub for the kids today and that was actually "uplifting."
Things are changing and I'm not one for change. Especially when it happens to be something HUGE! But for some odd reason the tune of Oasis keeps ringing in my ears,

"The stars in the sky are fading away
Try not to worry
You'll see them someday
Just take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
For me"

I heard that tune once in the mall and the chorus kind of stuck with me. So much so, that I've thought back to it a lot today. This day will pass and the next and so on until I'm flung into that whirlwind of life. I'm going somewhere...I just wish I knew where I was going, when I would be arriving, and who would be with me. But we are not entitled such priviledges. It's susposed to make life interesting. Sometimes I wonder!

So this is my first blog entry, a bit blah and meaningless. But (nonetheless) what better way to start then on the path of bad to good?


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