Nektamakin
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Registered: 11-2005
Posts: 14
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Re: Suicide...
Hara-kiri
how would this work in today's world with no honorable warriors left on the planet?
Police are chasing me, death would be the only way out for me. disembowlment of myself with my wakasashi. i'm just a skinny native american wearing chains ear rings, all black cloths with spikey hair. prison is not the place for a young person like myself. i'd be passed around like a peace pipe. being captured by anyone against my will make me sub-human and makes my life worthless. to keep my honor i must do this. also you must never lay a finger on my sword, my weapons are hand made just for me and are very sacred to me. i must destroy the weapon if anyone besides me or my son or trained daughter touches it.
now then given how i dress, you guessed it i've thought about suicide before when i was 12 to 16. instead of just doing away with myself i did the "safe" alturnative, cutting. still get to see blood but no death. turns out this idea is catching on, i'm not the only one sporten scars on my body.
then ppl ask why. because for some reason real pain deadens the emotional pain with a pysical act you can look at. then you feel that ppl can see and understand your pain you feel alittle better in a twisted way. only problem is that you dont show it off cuz you will be put away. so your back at sqaure one. (papa roach "last resort" just came on lol)
while i battled with my suicide i started to change. the value of human life began to lessen more and more. trust in humanity waned. i feel something made of pure evil hiding deep inside. after dealing with this "being" it became easy to spot and expliot the evils hiding in other humans. this made high school very fun. from this point on whenever the thought of suicide came over me i would throw it down with this thought: "oh no The World isnt getting off that easy" or "thats what the world wants you to do" the finding of Bushito (or Bushido) mixed with Ninjitsu, as well as the art of Ki gathering changed an evil person into an evil person who can read human energy, sword play and understands the art of stealth, with a lessened value of human life.
now, should a person like that live or die? would the world be a better place without this guy/girl? or are they just the spice that makes america so great? is any path away from suicide a good one?
lastly: i'd rather die at my own hands than to be killed off by an illness, animal, bomb, or anyother human being.
Hara = belly or viscera, Kiri = cut or split
This form of suicide was regarded as an act of grear honor, and was actually performed willingly by slitting the stomach of oneself. There is another version of "hara-kiri" - which is an act of submission to be beheaded on the order of a superior. It is know as "seppuku". In this case, the man sits before an admiring circle of friends and colleagues, early morning, facing the rising sun. He is asked to write down a small farewell poem and then accept the inevitable- yet the most honorable end by a sword, wielded by one of his best friends. The Samurais of yore welcomed such a command from their overlords, as an act of sincere penance for a shameful conduct.
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2/Dec/05, 21:35
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